"don't become a 'jack of all trades' and a ''master' of nothing."
I say those words many times to myself. With my life being filled with inconsistent friends, family, and influencers its no wonder I'm having a problem finding out what it is I want to do with my life.
When I was younger I wanted to be a lawyer, that lasted maybe a year. I then decided I wanted to be on broadway, that lasted well I still would love to. I went to hair school for 3 months. I did fashion for about a month. And now I'm looking at psychology. I love being around people and listening to them and, when it comes down to it, just helping people is one of my passions.
I compare myself to others in every aspect of my life and it's damaging. I mean don't I know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made? That God has plans specifically for me. But I still compare and measure myself and of course am never good enough. Which is why it's hard to stick to something. I feel inadequate.
I need freedom from myself.
